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Beyond that, i'm doing pretty okay. Making some nice steps towards getting a hold on the anxiety (which also suggests that this was not a misdiagnosis), and getting a top grade on the semester project exam is also a much needed ego boost. :v I'm not entirely done with exams yet, sadly, since i had to skip one due to tenosynovitis in my lower left arm/wrist. I'm reasonably confident in my ability to handle that one, though, provided that i can get off my arse and do the preparations.
In other news, i just got struck by that "i can't believe that it's actually me drawing all these things" feeling while perusing my own doodles. See, as a kid, i liked to draw and doodle, but i was REALLY BAD at it. It pretty much stopped for a period of what, 10 years? During all these years, i've gone around labelling myself as being super bad at drawing, and it has kind of stuck to my brain. Now i'm here. I'm FAR from being a master artist, but younger me would never have thought that i could reach anything close to this level. Dreamed about it occasionally? Yes. Actually believed in it? Nope. I'm not even kidding when i say that i've had a few dreams about being good at drawing; i'd wake up afterwards and be like "aw shucks, just a dream". Now, i'm starting to think that this is what it feels like to have a dream slowly coming true. I think i like this feeling, but it'll take some getting used to for my battered sense of self-esteem. :I